Sunday, November 25, 2007

abortion

kinetic says:
earliest is 24hrs later
kinetic says:
cos there is a counselling and then a cool off time
kinetic says:
aiyah u shd just ask the gynae upfront how many TOP do u do in average a month and waht is ur complication rate and what are those complications. dont need to be too polite u know...
kinetic says:
if they are professional, they will have audits of their safety rate and they shd know these figures
kinetic says:
anything more than 5% is unsafe
Deja vu,deja fait says:
oki
Deja vu,deja fait says:
sounds like i really need good luck
kinetic says:
its a really simple op
Deja vu,deja fait says:
n the best thing is that i m sick now
kinetic says:
even junior drs do it
Deja vu,deja fait says:
5 min rite
Deja vu,deja fait says:
have u done it b4
kinetic says:
in fact if u go to a hosp, a junior dr will most likely do it...
kinetic says:
me no
Deja vu,deja fait says:
oooh
kinetic says:
but i know in sgh, the senior does it
Deja vu,deja fait says:
the senior wil make sure that the junior dun screw up
Deja vu,deja fait says:
hmm
kinetic says:
thats the way they get paid
Deja vu,deja fait says:
they = senior doc?
Deja vu,deja fait says:
or junior do
Deja vu,deja fait says:
doc
kinetic says:
mostly senior
Deja vu,deja fait says:
oooh
kinetic says:
unless he is busy or there is a junior who ask him to let him do
kinetic says:
then he will supervise
kinetic says:
anyway...why sickness u got
Deja vu,deja fait says:
cuff n fever
Deja vu,deja fait says:
headache
kinetic says:
how long le
Deja vu,deja fait says:
hmmm
Deja vu,deja fait says:
3 weeks
Deja vu,deja fait says:
y
kinetic says:
tts too long for a simple flu rite
kinetic says:
anyway tell all this to the dr
kinetic says:
how high is ur fever
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i went to a GP thats y i got the singapore clinic referal
kinetic says:
is it getting better or worse
Deja vu,deja fait says:
lite fever
Deja vu,deja fait says:
today was bad
Deja vu,deja fait says:
yesterday oki
Deja vu,deja fait says:
my cough is bad
kinetic says:
ok lor
kinetic says:
all the best to u
Deja vu,deja fait says:
when i cough my whole body is....painful
kinetic says:
actually is it going to be under general anesthesia
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i hope it wil not deter me for my recovery
Deja vu,deja fait says:
ought to b ga
Deja vu,deja fait says:
coz they asked me not to eat 8 hours b4
kinetic says:
then is there an anesthetist
Deja vu,deja fait says:
local?
kinetic says:
dun tell me the gynae one man show
Deja vu,deja fait says:
the counter lady told me its gg to b one 5 min job
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i duno if its gg to b one man show
kinetic says:
but still
kinetic says:
usually if its ga, there shd be anesthetist
Deja vu,deja fait says:
she said even though its 5 min,u have to b here fr 8am to 3pm
kinetic says:
meaning another specialist
Deja vu,deja fait says:
yup
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i wil ask abt it
kinetic says:
for ur recovery
Deja vu,deja fait says:
so i wont b shortchanged
kinetic says:
cos when u r unconscious....
kinetic says:
even for 5 mins....
kinetic says:
ur heart can stop
Deja vu,deja fait says:
scary
kinetic says:
and the gynae is not gonna be monitoring u
kinetic says:
someone else will be monitoring
kinetic says:
u dun wan a nurse to be doing that
Deja vu,deja fait says:
y not
kinetic says:
u wan an anesthetic doc to be doing that
Deja vu,deja fait says:
not professional rite
kinetic says:
cos if something happens, the nurse wun noe what to do
kinetic says:
n trust me
kinetic says:
the gynae also will dunno what to do
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i m writtin down notes
kinetic says:
cos he is not trained in life support
kinetic says:
sure they know cpr and can do abit give some drugs but it better not be a one doctor affair
Deja vu,deja fait says:
ooh
kinetic says:
cos in a general hospital
kinetic says:
TOP is done under GA
Deja vu,deja fait says:
cam claim medicsave
Deja vu,deja fait says:
yup
kinetic says:
and for GA, no matter how short, must die die have anesthetis
kinetic says:
t
Deja vu,deja fait says:
oki
kinetic says:
how else is the gynae going to put u to sleep
Deja vu,deja fait says:
true
kinetic says:
to tell u mopre
Deja vu,deja fait says:
even for dental-wisdom tooth
kinetic says:
ga involves putting an injection which makes u sleep
kinetic says:
then they tube ur windpipe
Deja vu,deja fait says:
yup
kinetic says:
and artificial ventilation
kinetic says:
lung machine
kinetic says:
the sleeping gas takes over cos the injection only works for 5 mins
Deja vu,deja fait says:
really?
kinetic says:
i doubt the gynae will actually do all these himself
kinetic says:
once the injection works
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i hope the clinic does that
kinetic says:
they must tube immediately. cos ur breathing is comproimised
kinetic says:
until u r on the lung machine, u r not safe
Deja vu,deja fait says:
???
kinetic says:
then once u r stable, the top starts
Deja vu,deja fait says:
lung machine= artifical ventilation
kinetic says:
ocne its over, they reverse u
kinetic says:
yes u breath thru a tube
Deja vu,deja fait says:
omg
kinetic says:
the machine blows air in and out for u
kinetic says:
there r special gases which keep u under
Deja vu,deja fait says:
so i dun need to breath rite
kinetic says:
nope
kinetic says:
once they off the gas u wake up
kinetic says:
the other way to do it is by RA or regional anesthesia
kinetic says:
they inject a drug into ur spine
kinetic says:
to numb the waist down
kinetic says:
but a gynae cant do this
kinetic says:
only an anesthetist can do it
kinetic says:
so no running away, u gotta have an anesthetist
kinetic says:
pronounced as air-nest-stare-tis
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i know lah
Deja vu,deja fait says:
siao
kinetic says:
ask the gynae abt that
Deja vu,deja fait says:
ooh so complicated
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i feel my lfe in danger already
kinetic says:
yah la u think no risk meh
kinetic says:
usually nothing happens
kinetic says:
but ppl have died from it b4
kinetic says:
anyway
Deja vu,deja fait says:
even breathing is sth cant taken for granted
kinetic says:
u smoke rite
Deja vu,deja fait says:
died fr what
Deja vu,deja fait says:
the first stage of it
Deja vu,deja fait says:
shit
Deja vu,deja fait says:
my cough is really bad
kinetic says:
u got higher risk of heart attack and dvt during n after GA
kinetic says:
n top lowers ur chances of conceiving in future
kinetic says:
in theory
kinetic says:
cos of the scaring, the egg movt may be affected. implantation of the embryo also
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i m gg to eat start to eat the antibotics ,haven start the course yet,wil it b too late to start it
kinetic says:
what antibiotic
Deja vu,deja fait says:
for the cough
kinetic says:
for what, ur cuff or the op
kinetic says:
whats the name
kinetic says:
n dose frequency
Deja vu,deja fait says:
hmm
Deja vu,deja fait says:
cough
Deja vu,deja fait says:
enythromy in 250mg
kinetic says:
4 x a day ah
kinetic says:
how r u going to take ur next dose
Deja vu,deja fait says:
3 times a day
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i haven start yet coz i hate medic
kinetic says:
oh just take it la
Deja vu,deja fait says:
supposed to start on last tue
kinetic says:
and take the next dose after ur op
kinetic says:
if u dun wan then dun take it at all
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i got thunder cough
kinetic says:
but its good to take la
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i i beta take
kinetic says:
cos ur going for op
Deja vu,deja fait says:
ya
kinetic says:
lower ur chance of infection
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i dun wana more things to go wron
Deja vu,deja fait says:
g
kinetic says:
tell the gynae that too
Deja vu,deja fait says:
u know sth
Deja vu,deja fait says:
its my second TOP
Deja vu,deja fait says:
first was in KK
kinetic says:
how long ago the first one
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i rem everything that happened to me
Deja vu,deja fait says:
2001
Deja vu,deja fait says:
jun
kinetic says:
ic
kinetic says:
what happen this time
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i duno
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i one day
Deja vu,deja fait says:
2 days after my period
Deja vu,deja fait says:
unprotected sex
Deja vu,deja fait says:
n thats all the rest r protected
kinetic says:
means u very fertile
Deja vu,deja fait says:
super suay
kinetic says:
dun have unprotected sex k
kinetic says:
unless u want a family
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i m a great feelin that god wil take all the fertility away fr me after this TOP
kinetic says:
hard to say
Deja vu,deja fait says:
my bf is remorseful n wana to buy a flat in case of future accidents
Deja vu,deja fait says:
y hard to say
kinetic says:
some women have many top
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i cant b so blessed to have kids al the time
kinetic says:
why dun u get married
kinetic says:
if he is the one for u
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i rem the lady beside me in KK was doing her third TOP
Deja vu,deja fait says:
he said to do things in a proper way
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i cant defend him coz i wana the kid too
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i cant allow myself to b in such a state of risk
Deja vu,deja fait says:
mayb my next pregnancy wil take place in my tubes
Deja vu,deja fait says:
its only 1 accident
Deja vu,deja fait says:
omg
kinetic says:
so u both want the kid?
Deja vu,deja fait says:
seule
Deja vu,deja fait says:
seulement moi
kinetic says:
moi aussi
Deja vu,deja fait says:
?
kinetic says:
means me too
kinetic says:
i mean....i was paraphrasing what u said
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i know
Deja vu,deja fait says:
y u too
kinetic says:
i din mean me too
kinetic says:
just echoing u
kinetic says:
nvm
kinetic says:
so u made up ur mind
kinetic says:
all the best l
Deja vu,deja fait says:
u wana me to keep the child
Deja vu,deja fait says:
u i dun wana
kinetic says:
let me know if ur ok after the thing
Deja vu,deja fait says:
sure
kinetic says:
nope i dun wan u to keep
kinetic says:
its not my kid i got no opinion
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i wil fill myself wif lotsa herbals
Deja vu,deja fait says:
if its ur n ur gf;s?
kinetic says:
i thot i read that u wan the kid..so i was confused
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i wana
kinetic says:
herbal?
Deja vu,deja fait says:
he dun
Deja vu,deja fait says:
the chinese herbs
Deja vu,deja fait says:
to ensure fertility again
kinetic says:
herbals? for what
kinetic says:
no need la

kinetic says:
dunno if those herbs cause harm anot
Deja vu,deja fait says:
i m a tcm girl leh
kinetic says:
up to u la
Deja vu,deja fait says:
take some ginseng
kinetic says:
just make sure u know the names of the herbs u take so that u can track
kinetic says:
in case anything happens
Deja vu,deja fait says:
or some bai feng pills
kinetic says:
and that the herbs are nt adulterated
Deja vu,deja fait says:
oki

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

an e-shopping day

shopping for inspirations :)

http://www.kieur.com

http://www.wearableart.ecrater.com

http://anthology.sg

http://www.cartier.com

http://www.coach.com

http://www.victoriassecret.com

http://www.ochacream.com

http://www.kooshi.com

Friday, November 16, 2007

The Youngest Mother ever-Lina Medina

Lina Medina (born September 27, 1933) gave birth at the age of 5 years, 7 months and 21 days and is the youngest confirmed mother in medical history.
Born in Peru, Lina was brought to a hospital by her parents at the age of 5 years because of increasing abdominal size. She was originally thought to have had a tumor, but her doctors determined she was in the seventh month of pregnancy. Dr. Gerardo Lozada took her to Lima, the capital of Peru, prior to the surgery to have other specialists confirm that Lina was in fact pregnant. A month and a half later, on May 14, 1939, she gave birth to a boy by a caesarean section necessitated by her small pelvis. The surgery was performed by Dr. Lozada and Dr. Busalleu, with Dr. Colretta providing anaesthesia. Her case was reported in detail by Dr. Edmundo Escomel to La Presse Medicale, along with the additional details that her menarche had occurred at 8 months of age, and that she had had prominent breast development by the age of 4. By age 5 her figure displayed pelvic widening and advanced bone maturation

Fr Wiki
Read more:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lina_Medina
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Precocious_puberty
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_youngest_birth_mothers

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Deciding

Going to set up an online profile of the accessories,some are really nice,some are really not my kind.I think they are rather too princessy.However,I really love the ear rings,I think that they are gorgeous and very under-priced.

Customers can always compare the ear rings to those mass produced,however,our ear rings are specially selected by yours truly with together with her ladies.Its brand storing for the names now,so far I can only think of a few 'Heartworks' , ' Leezy', although I really want to use my name-Cosette but I think my aunts Chantal ,Chanel and cousin Chyonne will not agree to it.Or maybe I should use C corner.But the letter C is not exactly auspicious for the Chinese (not anothe C) But seriously,I do not want my family to know about my sex life so I might not relate the blog so much to the handicraft affair.Anyway,the reason for it the name of' heartworks' or 'heartwork' is because the things are not easy to make,I saw how my aunt rivelled those hooks , my heart just melt even though I gave her just a nonchalant glance, the image was imprinted in my mind forever.

Friday, October 26, 2007

in silence tears

Its a Friday night,we are 2 metres apart but its seems like we are hours apart.We are online together like a long distance relationship,some times we watch the same clip on youtube and talk about it but its never face to face.I rushed home from work to cook and tidy the house as usual,and yes,I was greeted with smiles and hugs as the aroma filled up the kitchen.He told me he felt great like a master,which is exactly what I wanted.And,he went out upoon my request to buy coke as somehow he felt gulity returning home with his beer only.

9 o'clock-he was at his computer.10...11...12...n still he is at his computer.

Right now...........I am totally bored,no point rushing home to do a good meal and hoping to spend time with him when he wants to spend time with his computer.I really want to walk out now,missed the proposed shopping trip by my girlfriend and I have more girlfriends at Zouk now.However ,I am not going to walk out and head for Zouk,I do not want to create a presidence for cold war and walking out of the door.Tears rolled down my eyes but he will never see it .Why? Because they are not on the computer screen.Let me evaporate the loneliness in cigers.


A Rose in the Wind (By Anggun)

I was born at daybreak
To the road I did take
Trembling as the ground shakes
Under my feet
Cracked in the stone heat
Never ending motion
Way across the ocean
Into your devotion
Long have I gone
So far from my home
What to do with this love that I'm in?
I have given you all of my soul
Flying all my life like a rose in the wind
Tell me why I am always alone
On my way home
Dreaming always begins
Find a door that's opening
Something there is shining
The light in your eyes
When you were all mine
All alone as I wake
Moving in a new place
Shivering as I trace
A road of my own
Cut by the deep cold
What to do with this love that I'm in?
I have given you all of my soul
Flying all my life like a rose in the wind
Tell me why I am always alone
Hang on to me tight, and a rose in the wind
Will be with you wherever you go
All the way back home
Can I take you back there?
Drifting on the warm air
Say you'll follow anywhere
All of our nights
Into the jade skies
I'll be true to you
Flying over the moon
Lying in the bamboo
I'll always know
The light in the window
What to do with this love that I'm in?
I have given you all of my soul
Flying all my life like a rose in the wind
Tell me why I am always alone
alone

Coenzyme Q 10

From : http://lpi.oregonstate.edu/f-w02/coenzymeq10.html
Benefits
Over the past few years CoQ10 has gained considerable attention as an agent capable of influencing cellular bioenergetics and counteracting some of the damage caused by free radicals. Animal studies provide increasing support for a beneficial effect of CoQ10 supplements in disease, particularly neurodegenerative diseases and atherosclerosis. These results are encouraging and warrant further investigation, including clinical studies that directly assess a health benefit of CoQ10 supplements in humans.


From Wiki: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coenzyme_Q
Occurrence in nature
CoQ10 occurs in mackerel and herring fresh heart tissue in concentrations of 105-148 μg/g. In fresh mackerel "red and white tissue," CoQ10 concentrations of 67 and 15 μg/g, respectively, have been reported. In fresh herring tissue, an amount of 15–24 μg/g of CoQ10 has been reported.[27]


From my favourite medic uni : http://faculty.washington.edu/ely/coenzq10.html
INTRODUCTION TO COENZYME Q10
By PETER H. LANGSJOEN, M.D., F.A.C.C.
Permission is granted to reproduce this material for noncommercial use provided that the text, author's name, and copyright statement are not changed in any way.
DEFINITION
Coenzyme Q10 (CoQ 10) or ubiquinone is essentially a vitamin or vitamin-like substance. Disagreements on nomenclature notwithstanding, vitamins are defined as organic compounds essential in minute amounts for normal body function acting as coenzymes or precursors to coenzymes. They are present naturally in foods and sometimes are also synthesized in the body. CoQ10 likewise is found in small amounts in a wide variety of foods and is synthesized in all tissues. The biosynthesis of CoQ10 from the amino acid tyrosine is a multistage process requiring at least eight vitamins and several trace elements. Coenzymes are cofactors upon which the comparatively large and complex enzymes absolutely depend for their function. Coenzyme Q10 is the coenzyme for at least three mitochondrial enzymes (complexes I, II and III) as well as enzymes in other parts of the cell. Mitochondrial enzymes of the oxidative phosphorylation pathway are essential for the production of the high-energy phosphate, adenosine triphosphate (ATP), upon which all cellular functions depend. The electron and proton transfer functions of the quinone ring are of fundamental importance to all life forms; ubiquinone in the mitochondria of animals, plastoquinone in the chloroplast of plants, and menaquinone in bacteria. The term "bioenergetics" has been used to describe the field of biochemistry looking specifically at cellular energy production. In the related field of free radical chemistry, CoQ10 has been studied in its reduced form (Fig. 1) as a potent antioxidant. The bioenergetics and free radical chemistry of CoQ10 are reviewed in Gian Paolo Littarru's book, Energy and Defense, published in 1994(1).



Overwhelmed by the scientific/medical terms ??
My personal comments: In gist,it helps you healthy and pretty however you have to do exercises in order for it to have slimming properties.

The most expensive Coach bag




Omigod, I saw the most expensive Coach bag,guess the price?

It took me some time to even count the number of zeros behind ,its at an amazing USD 30 000.

Now I wonder which comes first? The order for the bag or the death of the alligator.Oh no,I don't want to kill an alligator even if I have the money.


Anyway,presenting to you........Carry on an alligator......






HAMPTONS ALLIGATOR LARGE CARRYON
Inside snap and zip pockets
Front open pocket
Cellphone/multi-function pocket
Ring to clip an accessory or keyfob
Zip closure
Alligator with twill trim
Fabric lining
22 1/2"
10 1/2" drop handles
12 1/2 (L) x 9 3/4 (H) x 8 (W)








Tuesday, October 23, 2007

oozing

Its leaking,its all over my pubic area and over the sheets and its been like this overnite for a few days.Leaking and leaking.


For the past few days,I have woken up with an enlarged vagina,strong with a heartbeat of its own oozing out the juice and sperms of previous night's pleasure.Sometimes,out of desperation,I wiped them using the blankets,yucks.However it seems that the flow never end.This morning,I woke up with the same meaning of a slightly injured, enlarged vagina and overflowing sperms and I wondered why don,t they dry up overnight,and I am thinking it must be very cumbersome for ladies to get pregnant.First they have to tolerate the flowing thingy around them and maybe to ensure success they have to tilt their pelvic bone up to retain sperms from flowing out.Secondly,they have to remain like this for a many days until they hit the jackpot.I admire my friends who are trying to get pregnant. And I m not trying to get pregnant,just reaping the pain of pleasure.

Now my vagina feels hot and opened.Maybe I need a super thick pad to cushion it.

Being a woman.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

keep377a.com

Another friend added to facebook,can not even recognised her in her wedding photos.hummm.

................................................
talking about marriages..................
I feel that marriages is the most lovable and accepted selfish way of oneself..................

talking about gays............................
I think their reunions are totally harmless,oh com'on, what's the big fuss abt a quickie.

but this disgusted me....................

http://keep377a.com/Signatures.aspx


.................................politics.......................................

After this is over, we should demand the resignation or removal of MP Baey Yam Keng as well as NMP Siew who support such nonsense. This is plain waste of time debating it in Parliament. Parliament time is so precious because MPs can discuss other more important or pertinent issues that concerns all citizens or country.

................................morals..........................................

Keep 377A, don't destroy our future generation kids moral value

..................................part-time typists......................
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.................................Cheers to free love.......................



cheers,
cose

Friday, October 19, 2007

Realisations

I remembered sitting down on the floor, after our exams, hiding from the teacher who was spoiling our girlie talks on puppy love , crushes,and soon we had our first boyfriends and the second,and the numbers of guys we dated gets more and as soon as you casted fidelity aside for a while.Friends of yester years came asking for your addresses to post invitation cards and class gatherings begin to take place at the wedding tables.And somehow,2 years ago when your friends posted pic of their dogs on Friendster and those pic of them with dogs have turned into pics of them with their hubby,and with the new facebook,each new friend added brings a new surprise.oooh,he is marrying this girl of his.or what she got married?

And those were the friends that sat down on the floor with you ,browsing their first Her World msg,giggling about sex.

Welcome to the 1/4 century crisis,Cose.Time never waits for you.Right now,I am talking to my ex , my girl-friend(Louise) and just saw another friend's wedding ablum online and they mean three weddings to attend,and more in fact, two more colleagues.Love is really in the air.


PS:i'm not getting married in the couple of years.Totally not ready for it,but I will want to be fully prepared so I might post some wedding related stuff.

Being Cosette

Being Cosette is very easy,is to be a woman,to love,to charm and to be myself.